wass really good? me doin nada chillin wit ma lil daughter my lil kitty yes my cookie bought me a kitten too.. so yea a kitty n a pit the two lil babies that soo cute!.. anyways am in a calm mood juss chillin thinkin bout shit .. signed on and remembered bout xanga i abandoned my shit! sooo wrong lol nah but am bacck ive missed ya'll have ya missed me? yea yea i kno lol well anyways skool has begun and yo aint no games this year aint no fuccin up aint no gettin left back fucc it ama do my thing i got my head on right i aint even gon be unfocused i wanna do my thing for real.. i need to.. i guess this summer ive grown mentally and emotionally ive realized so many thing ive seen things from so many angles i dunno its been a wake up call about alot of stuff... so i havent been postin up my buisness yea i been plenty o busy ..startin skool and ending my summer.. ive been chilling.. met alot of people seen alot of crazy shit! seen too many fights seen too many new faces .. well i cant complain my summer was good but now that its ending its time to put the chillin aside and get my head on right.. i need to go out and get a job so i dunt gotta be depepnding on nobody.. u kno i need to so i dunt ask noobdy for money wen i kno they dunt got it shit aint that easy i wish it was like it used to be.. but it aint and times is hard but ima get by ya'll i am and long as i got my coookie am good ... dam ya'll dunt kno i love my baby so much.. and honeslty i could say this .. she da only one that kno me soo good and yo i could sit here and wanna be wit her for like ever and am not just sayin that cuz i guess everyone says that wen they inlove but( yea it aint just love im inlove lol..) (am really). i appreciate wat she give to me.. unconditional luv.. cuz god dam am alot to handle and i kno it am mad complicated i got mad issues and i sumtimes make more problems cuz i juss love to nag .. and even wen am mad and i take my anger out on her the girl is still there and i cant find that its just speacial .. my leo .. my lion:) well aside it all it aint perfect sumtimes cuz i dunt let it be allda time i do here plenty of bulls hit from haterz and well if u a rainbow from nyc and u got aol... and u chill in da ville everyone knows u and its like i dead ass go to da vill sit there and point out people not by names but by screen names and u kno wuh i mean its da truth u could juss sit there and be like she go out wit her and she go out wit that and thas her ex and everyone know everyone buisness and if u up in da chats forget about it its even worse!! they gossip am not only sayin they cuz i hear it and i see it and yea sumtimes i make my comments.. so i kno da deal and wen its u on da other side of dat table being told sumthin bout ur piece that dunt even live in da ny its like uh huh! but still and all i do take it to serious at times i get physco i go crazy and i bugg out and aint nuffin u could tell me cuz i juss go all out mad but then u kno wut at the end of the day aint nobody showing me nuffin but copy n pastes and convos that for all i kno could have been edited or made up.. its da dead ass truth so them copy n pastes am so not believing em and its just hilarious it aint nuffin but AOL AND VILLE DRAMMA its crazy its like all gay people kno eachother thats wat it turns into problemss its funny but they dunt want no problems problems cuz aint nobody showing me nada... unless they bring it to my 4'11brooklyn chicki thing self and i see pictures or i see her kissing sumother bytch i aint gon whylll out cuz people juss like to get other people mad and i see it and i been there and i done it so i been on both sides of that rainbow i kno this INTERNET deal which is why word to the wise dunt stress ya self out wen ya hear bull shit put your selves in both shoes u talk they talk they all talkkk its all talk the girls are talkin! and they could sit there and be like i dunt talk shit bout noone .. uh huh my boricuadorian aszzets.. it wuhever which is hwy word up.. i am not gon whyll out on my baby anymore cuz i aint seeing none aint seen it so i dunt believe it.. he he sorry i done cursed her out and bugged out mad times cuz of stupid bullshit but i aint doin it nno more its mmmkay :) i love my baby and aint all that matters that at the end of the day am claiming that.. its watever anyways my daughter sleepin on me right now my daugter as in my gay ass kitty paris lol so ama lay her on my bed and go to sleep wit her... anyways thanks for readin... love me or leave me aloonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnne!
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thank god for the interne tho:)
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